30.4.11

Stressful ~

30.4.2011…

I feel terribly stress on my college life …

As the things we learn is getting harder and harder…

I started wondering whether I can manage my study & relationship balancely…

But I started to lose faith in  myself…

I don’t have confidence to manage both in a good way…

I started to feel stress and tired on this relationship…

It is because…

He is just like a small kid although he is same age as me…

He just cant bare with the busy-ness that I’m facing…

He is just like a small kid that wish to stay with his mum always…

In other meaning is he like to stay with me always although he knows I’m busy with assignments…

All I wan is a mature & understandable boyfriend…

Mayb he just not the type I’m looking for ba…

I not pretty sure with my opinion about him…

Maybe times should be given to the both of us…

In order to think is he the one I wan ?

The type I looking for ?

Maybe he is?

Maybe he’s not?

I just hope I won’t make any decision that will make me regret…


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