Stressful ~

30.4.2011…

I feel terribly stress on my college life …

As the things we learn is getting harder and harder…

I started wondering whether I can manage my study & relationship balancely…

But I started to lose faith in  myself…

I don’t have confidence to manage both in a good way…

I started to feel stress and tired on this relationship…

It is because…

He is just like a small kid although he is same age as me…

He just cant bare with the busy-ness that I’m facing…

He is just like a small kid that wish to stay with his mum always…

In other meaning is he like to stay with me always although he knows I’m busy with assignments…

All I wan is a mature & understandable boyfriend…

Mayb he just not the type I’m looking for ba…

I not pretty sure with my opinion about him…

Maybe times should be given to the both of us…

In order to think is he the one I wan ?

The type I looking for ?

Maybe he is?

Maybe he’s not?

I just hope I won’t make any decision that will make me regret…

PRESENTATION AGAIN

25.04.2011…

Today Ms Dionne was absent for class…

So she asked one of the other lecturer to assigned us an ASSIGNMENT!!!!

So that lecturer asked us to have 5 or maximum 6 in a group…

And he start his “devil”‘s game…

Kinda curious about that game ha?

Better don’t…

It ain’t devil at all…

That’s why I put the two rabbit ears there…

The game goes like that…

There were 6 group of us in the class…

And there were 6 topics of assignments in our manual book…

So he wrote 1-6 in a piece of paper and tear it into 6 pieces..

Then we draw our own number…

The number we drawn is the number stated in our manual book…

Ain’t DEVIL at all right?

So the topic my group get is on FLOOD…

So we have 2 days time to do our research…

Get the Power Point done…

And get prepared to present our work when Ms Dionne is BACK !!!

Stressfull man !!!

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Oh ya…

Forget to intro who’s my group member…

Our group consist of six member…

All Pretty gal ( exclude me pls)…

1^st is our group leader , Wendy…

She’s clever and having high expectation in every of the presentation she involved…

Her group get 23/25 in the critical thinking presentation…

WOW right?

2^nd is Nicole Tan…

She kinda fierce when she scolds someone that she really dislike…

But she’s really friendly to me…

Of course friendly lar…

I didn’t make her angry also…

She’s kinda clever too…

She’s in the same group with Wendy in the critical thinking’s presentation that I mentioned just now…

3rdly is my secondary school classmates , Huey Li…

She’s look kinda blur from the way she sees something…

She’s also a very hardworking person to me…

She is also SUPER FRIENDLY…

Because she treats everyone SUPER FRIENDLY…

She’s also group with Wendy and Nicole for the…

You know what I gonna say right?

Ya…

You’re right…

The critical thinking presentation…

The 3^rd and 4^th member is Miao Chin and Chiew Yee..

Hmmm..

Both of them are not very close with me cause I seldom same class with them…

Especially Miao Chin…

But both of them are cute and friendly when I get to group with them for this presentation…

WALAO…

So many pro…

Stress sia…

But is also a motivation for me to improve myself in college…

GAMBATEH !!!!!!

Unlucky day~ :(

22.4.2011...
Today many bad things happen continuosly !!!!!
1st...
During accounting class...
I keep write wrong thing...
See wrong thing...
Count wrong thing...
2nd...
Get screw by that stupid guard...
Arghhhh...
3rd...
Saw something SCARY !!!!
The lift open and close itself where nobody there !!!
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4th...
Can't pass up my penanguhan national service to Ms. Annie...
Scare due date is reach soon !!!!
Haiz...
Unlucky day...
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Nervous-ing !!!!

20.4.2011....
Y I'm so nervous now ?
IT IS BECAUSE...
TOMORROW...
Got PRESENTATION !!!!!!!
And I'm so so nervous !!!!
It's a group presentation...
But I worry I will bring problem to my group members...
Wat problem ?
Hmmm...
Get lesser marks on the presentation ?
Maybe ?
Hope that won't HAPPEN !!!!!!!!
OMG !!!!
I'm still so nervous !!!!
Oh come on...
Calm down....
Michelle...
CALM DOWN !!!
May God bless me with a calm sleep tonight...
AND...
Bless me during the presentation !!!!!
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甜蜜的回忆陪我入眠

20.4.2011...
Yesterday was my 3 months anniversary with him...
Although is just a 3 months anniversary...
But we do appreciate the moments being together...
Yesterday he gave me a CD that he burn for me...
All songs in it is very touching...
I listen while I'm preparing for bed...
When I start listen the songs in it...
I dun feel like wanna go to sleep...
I just feel so way awake and listen till the end of the CD...
In the mean time...
The sweet memory that we've gone through flew upon my mind...
And my eyes is filled with warm tears...
It isn't tears of sadness...
But is the tears of happiness...
I think back the days before this...
The way he treated me...
The way he care for me...
And also many things that he did for me...
I just feel so so touched...
He do really care a lot about me....
He put me first among all others things...
I'm really happy to be with him...
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♥

Busy Life In College XD

16.4.2011...
5 weeks since I start my college life...
I've pass through many things...
I've pass many quiz...
I've also get to know many new friends...
And I also realize that college is no longer the same as secondary school...
The things I learn in college is much more harder and complicated than secondary school...
So I really have to double my effort in  my college studdies...
College life is full of ....
ASSIGNMENTS !!!!!
Argh...
Si beh stress when assignment say HI to you while you haven say BYE to the previous one...
But it is a process everyone have to pass...
So....
GAMBATEH !!!!!!!
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